Working in the government educated me – revealed an India behind the curtain – its grime, corruption and poverty. The entire three decades were a struggle to do what one was being paid for – an unequal battle against selfish and pompous bureaucrats and politicians installed by us.
Seven years in the United Nations, evaluating and managing development projects in various countries, were a respite for a spirit continuously at war. If this period is excluded I was gifted with 24 transfers in about as many years in service in India.
But there was a good side too. The rocky journey gave us wonderful friendships that never faltered and are with us today. These would never have come our way if the conflict had been abandoned.